Thursday, February 19, 2004
haix. duno wads wrong wif me. jus feel sick and frustrarted with life. duno wads wrong aso lah! scared abt sth only then wil hypervent. it sucks lor. nvm. jus vent all e frustrations on xr can le. haha. sry girl. dun reali mean it wen i diao u sometimes or dun bother bout u. i hate maths lor. i have been failin every test since school starts. i consider droppin a maths le lor. it sucks. ALOT. have to go remedial. it sucks . EVEN MORE. haix. duno wads wrong wif me leh. veh luan and fan. i may seem happy. but e only way not to make me think so much is to be happy. cant help it. I NOE I SEEM FAKE. oh nvm. I GIVE UP LA! life is totally............. SUCKY! argh!
Sunday, February 08, 2004
oh hiye ppl.. me has been sick since... wed? thur? til todAe.. so sad rite.. =x oh nevermind... thur morning wen to school.. reached sch at 7.10.. puked.. then sat a cab bac home.. din even attend flag raising.. haha.. then reach home.. rested n wen to see doc.. doc saed thad it wadsome kinda virus thad wil make u keep puking.. then u wil be veh tired n weak.. true enuf.. i puked almost every15 mins thad dae.. haix. even wen im slpin lorh.. hafta get up.. sick sia.. stupid virus.. then my didi n daddie aso got it.. sad.. then e next dae..had fever.. wen up to 38 degrees+.. bud surprisingly.. i din reali feel thad bad.. last time whenever i ad jus 37.5degrees or more.. i would be lying on e bed and groaning.. and puking.. ha.. tis time.. so hao xiao.. until i measure moi temp. then found out.. then fever wen on and off until e next dae.. ate e med.. got allergy or sth.. moi eyes become swollen.. then e eyeball thad white part beome red red de.. so scary.. hrms... yar.. then 3rd dae..had a veh serious crampin moi stomach.. wen to see doc.. said it was bcoz of a vomiting thad i strain moi stomach.. sad la.. cant reali stand up straight.. or it wil hurt liek hell.. din go fur guides leh.. was feelin veh bad.. tis virus fault la.. stil promise huiping i wil pia fer e sec 1 games.. =x oh yar.. doc sae i veh contagious.. yar.. so better dun go near ppl.. haha.. then dis morning.. woke up..felt ALOT better.. though thad cramp stil dun wana go away.. dun noe wen it wil.. ha.. hm..oh yar.. xie xie xiu ru n jaslyn fer helping me wif my books and stuff.. ya all rawkes~! and thank you X 10000 to thad muthu who saed thad i purposely pon school.. stupid la.. okae la.. i tink i better go and catch up wif my work le.. if nothing else happens.. i should be bac at school on monday.. yup.. HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YA IN SCHOOL~! bye~!
